I resign. I quit. These are the words I said to the voices in my head recently. I’ve decided to try and stop talking to myself. i know it’s very difficult for a schizophrenic to stop talking to himself; he often cannot do so, which has been a problem from me since the voices’ inception.
But I need to try and ignore the voices. Nothing good will come of ‘time walking’; nothing good will come of dialogue between factions in my head.
Sure, I’ve written some wonderful pieces because of the action in my mind between characters. I remain a writer and a creative person who emphasizes creating villians in his mind.
But I just need to stop talking to what I consider to be evil voices. I resign. I quit.
to the voices: If you want to call me a n&&&&r and a jew I won’t talk to you. Plain and simple.
I do not want for wealth. I live off 10 grand a year. If embryonics, time-walking, and hearing voices and communicating telepathically and ‘curing’ schizophrenia is a fortune 500 company, then please, by all means, keep all the wealth and leave me alone. I do not want any of it. Please respect my privacy during this transition to trying to never hear voices at all. Thank you.